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I see piles of unfinished (or finished & not put away) projects. I've done some good work on finding insurance- I've gone from 100+ options to 3. But our insurance ends in 2 days. I need to balance my check book & pay a bill. I have a painting to frame. I have laundry to do. A painting to deliver. A check to collect. A new contact to call, and new space to check out. A form to get notarized & send in. I haven't put away stuff I brought home from work. I feel fatigued- and realize that it's because I haven't exercised regularly for 2 weeks. Add that to the to-do list. I have a bunch of plants that need re-potting. I need to clean up, organize, recycle, shred, clean, put away, and follow up. I need to eat better and drink less to take care of myself. All the things that weighed on me when I was a cube denizen are spinning around my head in a whirlwind of tattered to-do lists. I have time, priorities, distractions, inspirations, bad habits, things to do, things not to do. I have no idea how to knit these all together into something good. Lost in my own head.