critics

We just watched an interesting and amusing show on Showtime that was all about critics, the actors they criticize, comedians, their hecklers, and how they deal with them. As for movie critics, I've never paid attention to them because if they like or hate a movie it doesn't mean that I will agree with them because we're different people with different tastes. And so what if one guy's opinion is in the paper or online? Doesn't make a damn but of difference if I'll like something or not.

Jim made the connection between these critics and ones that I may face as an artist. This is no new concept to me. So far, I haven't received any criticism, but that's only because my work has not been widely shown. I expect criticism around every corner- I know it's coming sometime. I know that not everyone will like my work- and that's ok. To be honest, I kinda look forward to the first ding I get- it will make me feel more... real. Right now, I've received nothing but positive feedback (in small, personal ways)- and that's appreciated more than anyone can know- but when someone takes the time to have a negative opinion of my work and make an effort to express it- that means that to that person, my work is big enough to merit a proclamation of their opinion. If you see something you don't like- say, online- and you just think it's lame, you'll move on to the next thing and not say anything- why bother? If you find something you have a negative reaction to and make a point of writing or blogging about it, then the critic must think that not only there's an audience for their voice, but also an audience who can understand and appreciate the subject. Why rant on something that irritates you if no one is going to see/hear your opinion, and if someone does, may not know what you're talking about, and if they do, may not care? Art criticism comes with the knowing that someone thinks their opinion will be heard and that it matters because the subject matters. And- not everyone will agree. Which means that someone could read or hear something negative about my work and think: Well, that's harsh. They're completely on the wrong track. Which means that they like my work. Which in itself is praise- even if it's silent.

I'm sure I'll disagree with this once I've been panned, but for now, it seems reasonable. As it stands, I'm much more humble about my work than people know. I'm grateful for each kind word anyone gives me about the work I produce. I make things because I love it and if people like it- that's wonderful!! I'm humbled by the enthusiastic responses I've received from the etsy site, and folks who have seen my work first, then meet me. It really makes me happy. It's a great reinforcement, and is untellingly satisfying.

Someday, the time will come that I'll submit my work to a gallery, show, auction, etc, and I'll receive a resounding "NO." What's the worst than can happen when I apply to Froelick Gallery's Oregon at 150 show, or to be an artist represented by the Portland Art Museu, in their rental gallery? No- we think your work is crap. Which is the same as a simple No. Which does no harm to me for having tried. I'll just get to laugh when someone in a similar positions says Yes! We love it!